When my husband and I found out we were pregnant, we were so excited. We eagerly waited for our first ultrasound and because of covid I had to go alone. It was a complete shock that our baby had no heart beat and the miscarriage took a huge emotional toll on me. It left me desperately searching for an outlet to express my pain from this loss and find community for support.
We wasted no time and started trying again, but 14 months had past seeing negative after negative and it completely took over my life. I felt I had lost my only chance of becoming a mother until I finally became pregnant with my rainbow baby with the help of Acupuncture and Letrozole. I was nervous but thought this couldn’t possibly happen again. But it did..and we lost our rainbow baby at 6 weeks, this time needing a D&C.
Fast forward 3 more months and we became naturally pregnant with not one but TWO healthy baby boys! The pregnancy was filled with lots of anxiety and fear but was able to carry them to full term and delivered them by c section July 1st, 2022. I hate I’ll never know why I lost two pregnancies but I’m forever thankful for my double rainbow Rowan & Caiden!
